my heart is broken!

i don know what you want now! i damn speechless when you didn't talk with me! and you still never bother me! what you want now! HATE or you think i'm just a toy! sorry i'm not! i'm human got feeling one~ my feeling not let you play or what! you said that you don want lost me again isn't real? but now i don think so... cause you had done so to me! what you want i also promise you to done it! did i never done to you??? you jealous because i text with others?? still compare with them??? lol... *funny! you with them are not same at all! you're part of my life! but maybe you never know! cause you know done and asked me what you want! i pretty tired now! what my feeling you also don know, you just know to care yourself... never think about me! i pain than you! but maybe you don know! when i see you i will feel HURT. and sometimes still will cried don know why you wanna do so! because of something happened? you leave me alone! but you had said to me before that wont leave me alone but now...! haiz... is too sad! i don know what i done wrong to you! or what you happened.. now i really crazy!