I wish~

I wish I was your favorite girl. I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile. I wish you couldn't figure me out but you always wanna know what I was about. I wish you'd hold my hand when i was upset. I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met. Basically, I wish that you loved me. I wish that you needed me. I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep. I wish I wouldn't have lied. I wish things were different. I wish you'd miss me, cause god knows i miss you more than anything.